We had been a bit distant and snappy with each other the past couple of weeks. my fault though. we talked about everything, twas nice.
Going out 2night. im like 50% 50% up for it. i tried on my outfit again and felt hideous. which i dont get cause i trid it on the other day and felt a little bit ok with it. but now? nooo. PLUS my skin is gettin worse. cant wait to start my pill. so no more spots. that will help me pull and also not have to worry about getting pregnant haha. im TOTALLY joking. i still couldnt pull haha.
oh and that today? yeah that helped me alot, cheers.
I have dreamt about trevor hal everynight this week. i like it. i cant stress how much his music helps me drift off. i NEED to see him live. One of my dreams i bought him a chippy so he would sing under the blanket. then i walked in on him praying. oh for a bible basher i do love him. fell back in love with ray lamontagne. and found a new love for bon iver. thank you.
I'll leave you with this. one of the most beautiful music pieces ever. ludovico einaudi is a phenomenal composer. You'll reconise his pieces from 'this is england' too. but yeah beautiful composition.
I REALLY SUGEST YOU LISTEN TO IT.
i dont think ill ever express how much i love music.
