Was doing so well too.
I just found myself staring, just staring at nothing.
Was doing so well too.
"So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows, it would be the first time
Lord knows, it would be the first time"
Right now all i want to do is, pack up and go somewhere, where i dont know anyone and no one knows me. I still want to get a cabin up north somewhere and just chill. If it wasnt in the woods id go myself, but i know id freak out.i just really want my own thing. somehthing or someone that noone else knows or wants or has. im trying not to want you. cause liking people who i dont have a chance with or who just dont see me that way, is getting mega mega mega old. Being the friend....i have enought friends thanks. Anyone, feel free to pick me up and drop me off somewhere, anywhere. I cant even think of anyone that i'd want to go away with, if your readin this, you probably just made a face or went to text someone to moan but no one take this persoanlly. its just everyone comes with a bit of baggage, moanage or story to tell. & all i want right now is a clear head. but then i turn it all around and contradict myself by saying..i dont want to be alone. How does this even work? Everything in my head seems to be going backwards.Noone take this personally, or do, i dont care. it just had to be shared. dont worry about me.
