not for vanity reasons.
for sheer self confidence reasons.
'cause after loosing the weight my boobs just weren't what the used to be.
and at my age i really didnt want that.
so i went in for a mastopexy.
which is an uplift. and also an enlargement.
so safe to say i will be left with scars. which is more and more making me feel uneasy about them. just like my chest before.
which im not into.
im just hoping i scar ok. and that bio oil and coconut oil will help me along to get them even more unoticable.
i went to the nurse the other day to get everythng checked up on.
and i totally freaked out. stitches everywhere.
my nipples didntg even look like they belonged to me.
it was horrible.
the guy has done an amazing job.
but man they look rank and scary and i just want them to heal. but it looks like the scars arent gonna be bad. especially round my nipple the nurse said the look amazing and everything is healing well.
just woah. freaked me the fuck out.

better shape. not too big.
and they make my waste look smaller lol.
i really cant wait til they are healed.
future reference though. if you ever see them. THEY WILL BE SCARRED.